But yes...

[REDACTED] What's left unsaid may make no sense, none-sense, and nonsense, but it is what it is, and I can't assume my ex-fiance won't read this or be hurt by what I say even though I can't quite manage to imagine she would or would care.

What I wrote was truth and true, but there is truth in contradiction, and this, also, is truth and true.

I went to see a band called LAN Party (AMAZING BAND, GO SEE THEM IF YOU HAVE THE CHANCE!), not that long ago, hit on the barchick just for the hell of it, knowing I wouldn't get anywhere just because flirting is fun don't push it too far and it's a self-esteem boost for the recipient, and heck I was trapped, a bed for the night would be good, she was gorgeous and it was worth a shot, posted, boasted, about it on facebook.

A shallow face, a mask and mirror, dangling on a string for people to strike at when they wish to strike at this one self.

What I didn't post about was what happened next. Praying in the closet, I guess you could say.

Managed to get into the city and hung out with a busker who were giving the night shift a shot.

An Indigenous Australian, and one Orang Asli (Original People) from Malaysia who was on the guitar, beautiful people.

[cont]

Postscript:

d3n4l1 d3n4l1 d3n4l1



I've contemplated, meditated, and considered long and hard on this since raising the issue raises flags and here we have a likely coms breach by micro$oft, and we know what they're like with teh stealinz of teh ideas and claiminz tem foar teir ownz...

But I've raised it now and I know invoking you will flag you...

No sec-coms, hope you did what I told you to do with the interlocking simple patents (even though you know my personal opinions on "Intellectual" "Property" an oxymoron being neither intellectual nor property, but being pragmatic about it they exist in the legal system, and if not you them someone else.)

No sec-coms, I haven't even changed the password to this account since the cr4x0rinz. No real point if they got in once they can get in again, so I'm just relying on politeness on their part and the fiction of privacy, and it'll be a fair while before I can get any kinds of sec-coms going...

[REDACTED (nothing that matters, just personal venting)]

There's an Icelandic politician, Birgidette or something, who said that this is a time of Quickening, of speeding up and of the first movements felt from pregnancy, I guess if one wanted to gender this then the male equivalent would be to say that this is a time of Action and Potential!

Whether you've been getting places or not, now is the time... Go man go!